2010-05-13 1st Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31441453/Darkness-Appearing-as-Light iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Thirteen is a day of ascension, of rising above, taking the completion of one cycle up into the next, in the Mayan calendar. Nice that it comes every 13 days, of course; the flow of cycles. Short ones, long ones, and the amazing confluence of the shifting of so many cycles we are all in right now. Lifes so grand. Looked at just on the surface, of course, life has its problems, but lifes not just that. Thats like looking into the reflection on the pond or the lake, and gauging the weather, the temp, and the composition of things, based just on that. Yeah, and just about as accurate, too. A big part of what the controllers, the Illuminati managed to do with us, over these last aeons and ages, is to limit the scope of our vision. By doing that, eventually they were able to limit the scope of our experience... or seemingly so, but not really. You see, they could never take it away from us. All they could do is work with the seemings. And they did that. Because our mind, our being is so powerful, they knew if they got us believing certain things, and not believing others, wed be trapped.. and we were.... for a time. They have us thinking the reflection on the lake is the reality. Thats what it amounts to. Rather like Platos cave, where the people believe the shadows on the back cave wall are the reality. Were just looking and shadows, reflections, and thinking thats all. I just love it that this end or changing of cycles has come. Dont you? Sure, it looks messy, but thats just the surface things, thats not the depth of whats real. Whats really happening is so magnificent, so wonderful that its actually awesome. And we have front row seats for that. Theres a reason so many people are incarnate on the planet, now, and its got to do with wanting to be here for this...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Consider the Cell Phone
2010-05-13 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31441036/Consider-the-Cell-Phone iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Dark ones appearing as light ones is our latest challenge on earth. Its surprising theyre taking us in so thoroughly, but then its not. They first got us so thoroughly mind based. That did it. Mind is easily manipulated. Minds not heart, its not soul; its just thought. With their frequency nets thatve been woven around our dear planet... its little wonder weve been trapped within mind. The electronic grid weve been locked deeply intos the thing to watch... Of course, you cant do this unless you sometimes get out of it. Turn off and unplug, yes unplug your electronic gadgets. Turn off the modem, the tv, the microwave, remove cell phone battery. Turn it off! As an example of how insidious these gadgets are or can be, consider the cell phone. Did you know you can be tracked by it? Did you know this can happen, even if youre not using it? Not talking on it? Did you know this is still true if its off? In a restaurant in some city there was a meeting happening at one table there; Mafioso. Well, the Feds wanted to know what theyre saying, yet those guys are pretty sharp; spot a cop. No problem, with this days techno stuff. They used the cell phones of the other patrons around that table. They turned them into listening devices, and so made their recording of what was being said. This includes cell phones that were off, my friends. If the batterys in it, its functional, and in ways you dont know of. Dont trust. Weve been made to suck at the teat of this technology. We think we cant do without it; aint that so? Well, have a look at that. Back off, and take one good look; just observe. Whats with that? Why that dependency? Is it healthy? Better yet, does it open us to manipulation? ... thats the name of their game...those controllers. Make us sheeple.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
1st Discussion with Source, God
2010-01-12 1st Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31419852/First-Discussion-With-Source-God iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Boy, it was a massively challenging day. I would say that Im glad its over, but that is not strictly true. I closed it out with a delightful 2-hour Skype video visit with my dear friend, [Wendy], half a country away...at least, physically. We are close, so close, yet so different, too. Quite fun. We laughed till we cried tonight, and on numerous occasions. It seems like Source had a nice laugh bath planned for me as an adjunct for this day, a way to clear myself of the challenging energies. I am so grateful. I feel quite cleansed and renewed. Ah, laughter; it is truly good for the soul. So, dear Source, what have you to say? I would commune with you this night, this now. Will you enter in, please. Source: Ah yes, child, and gladly, too. I am happy to join in your laugh party [with Wendy]; happy to be here with you, now. You are, indeed, cleansed by your good laughter, Theresa-Ann. It is a deeper healing than you yet are aware of, this laughter. And yes, you will write that book, my dear; the one on Gods sense of humor. It will be a best seller, too. Youll see. Ah, thank you, Lord. I am grateful. You know how deeply I have longed to write. But I await, even still, the impulse, the clear signal and direction to write a book. Tell me, will that be my first one? Source: You know that it will not be, dear one. You must first educate people to your way of seeing, so they can better understand what you wrote about my sense of humor. I would take them along on the journey, but it requires a foundation...which you will write. Fear not, Theresa, you are an author, even though your books are still somewhat etheric, you are an author, and many will read your books and be blessed. We will certainly see to that. We? That sounds strange, coming from Source...
What Does a Planet of Peace Look Like ?
2010-05-12 1st Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31419610/What-Does-a-Planet-of-Peace-Look-Like iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Many of you have been listening, hearing what the Andromedan Council propose, through Alex Colliers January lecture, which Ive posted. Wisely, youre going over parts and pieces of it, again and again, or so say my YouTube Insight statistics. Bravo for us! Thats just what we need to be doing. It brings about deep change. Actually, it accelerates the changes that were already ongoing, within you. Much change is happening to each of us, but were filtering it out, based on our beliefs, on what we find acceptable. As long as were living in mind thats what we do. More and more, though, were coming right out of there. No longer so trapped nor so limited, were willing to take brave steps out into the new. We feel it, oncoming. We want to explore. Heaven knows, and we do, that what weve had going on these last years wont do any more. It just wont do. So what does a planet of peace look like? That was an important piece of this lecture by Alex; that weve got to begin envisioning, begin seeing, imagining just how we want things to be. That will help. Believe it or not, it doesnt matter... that will help. So lets do it! Everyone, start visioning. Start seeing your dreams. Spend some time daydreaming. Its one of the best things you can do. And dont put any fear in it, remember. Even though it makes no sense to the mind, who sees good reason to fear all around, just leave that behind. The thing I would add to Alex suggestion to envision this planet of peace, of course, is to do it from heart space, for heart space is wiser. Youd be amazed at your power to envision from there. Check it out. So what does it look like? Everyone, lets start visioning; lets start sharing...
Purrsilla Passes Out of 3D
2010-05-15 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31414206/Purrsilla-Passes-Out-of-3D iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Oh, my, what makes me think I can journal, here? Oh well, what doesnt? My dear cat, Purrsilla, passed away last night. I just got the news. Though I cry, of course, she really parted from me two days ago, in the evening, when she came to visit; absent her body, of course. She came to see how I was doing with things, with her being so ill and so long with the vet. She came, too, to ask my permission, to see if it was okay with me, to leave; to have her body die, in other words. That was tough. This is not [news of her crossing], because I already let her go, then. The best possible outcome for all involved; that is ever my hearts desire whatever that is. It just doesnt matter. What things look like on the surface of life is not at all what they really are. To know that, we have to really go deeper. Were alive on all those levels, too, so we can know, on a much deeper level, what this life is about. Its a matter of knowing what you know; practice knowing what you know. Link to that is in the transcript. Thats whats called for, here, for you, and for me, in this thing with Purrsilla. There are so many more levels than just the physical. When you combine them, look more at the whole (or as much of it as we are able and blessed to see at any one point), you see that everything is blessing and benefit. It doesnt bring blessing and benefit; it literally is that. Weve just got to retrain our vision, to purify it, to be able to see that; but its there. Its really there. Thats what the ancient ones who spoke of faith meant, I believe. We first have faith in the Source of all Life, before vision comes. This faith is first necessary, before vision, because it is that which gives the other permission to appear. Source is polite, though applying words and labels to God is ridiculous...
Diving Beneath the Surface of Life
2010-05-15 1st Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31414735/Diving-Beneath-the-Surface-of-Life-Of-3D iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Greetings of Love unto the day. Gratitude for Life flows. My Purrsilla is still in the vets hospital, not doing so well. Actually, Im a bit surprised shes still with us, here in 3D, considering the high fever shes been running for so long; over 103. Sure, a bodys just a container for a spirit, but oh, how close we grow to the being thats within it. Not only do we identify with our own bodies, but we identify others with theirs, too; even our pets. Thats a good way to get lost in 3D-land, which is to say, off-center from heart, from Source. For my part, I suggest we see to it we stay centered in heart, and relate to everything and everyone from there, heart to heart. That enlivens the whole creation, you know. It gets us off the surface of life, the superficial or outer manifestation of things, as if that was all there is. All life has heart. Or, maybe more accurately, all life can be found in heart. When we go into heart, we connect in a much deeper way with what appears to be out there. Its not really out there, at all. Weve heard this again and again, sure, but the experience of it is available, too. Anyone can have it, with sufficient heart and determination. Its the setting of deep intent that counts, that controls the direction our life flows. No, we cant control the outer manifestation of things. People have gotten quite lost in this Law-of-Attraction stuff, in the way weve understood it and applied it. When youre not coming from your center, well, youre not quite real. Youre not quite you. Your creation comes out off center then, as well. Your thoughts arent quite aligned with Truth, with real Truth, so things dont work out quite as you thought they would... or should...
Friday, May 14, 2010
That Damn Traffic Jam - It's a Blessing ?
2010-05-14 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31376723/That-Damn-Traffic-Jam-It-s-a-Blessing iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Had a beautiful, thick, cobalt blue drinking glass shatter this morning. Very obscure happening; one chance in a million. The way it shattered is amazing, as well. Though its dark, deep blue, it shattered into what amounts to glass dust, the shards are so little. Oh, there are bigger pieces, too, but theres almost a light carpet of glass bits over the carpet. These pieces are so tiny they dont even have color, many of them. Some are pale blue. (Remember -- glass was cobalt blue.) Then, too, the larger pieces are riddled with cracks; they are crazed, through and through. You pick some of them up, they fall to pieces in your hand. Now, you may wonder why Im going into this detail, all about this little happening, right? Just a glass breaking, you say? Well, lets look, again; reconsider. What is acting? Did you know that things shattering around you is an indication of the energies of dark magic? Ever heard that? Did you know, for instance, that if you find yourself spilling liquids, this is an indication, and a direct one, that your emotions are not calm? Theres upset there. Ever think of that? Remember, everything is fractal. That means everything is connected to everything else. We already know that through quantum physics and entanglement, but fractal paints a better, a more detailed picture, thanks to computer-aided graphics, and the images they bring. Have you heard of the Mandelbrot Set? Its the math behind fractals. It paints a lovely, never-ending image, graphically displaying what a fractal is, how you can explore it. This all arises from math, by the way... as far as I know. Dont trust me, though. Do your own research. If something I say sounds interesting, check it out...
ET Rescuers and Victimhood
2010-05-11 3rd Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31373184/ET-Rescuers-and-Victim-Hood This video (stay tuned - its uploading ;) iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: As I look out upon the Internet, visiting each ones page who subscribes to or befriends me, I find many things. Mostly, I find joy in our connection, and in your Light, the Light of the One made manifest, so uniquely in each one. The variety in people is stunningly amazing. Sometimes Im brought to tears by your beauty, your special light. Youre all quite wonderful. :) VICTIM CONSCIOUSNESS Something I do keep finding, though, I might label as a bit of a victim consciousness. I recognize it so well because I once had it, in greater measure. No, I dont purport to be completely free of this, or any energy, now or ever. We are all where we are, doing the best we can do, and that is fine. That is beautiful, actually. So, what I would bring is some blessing that might flow through, to highlight the effects, at least, of having a victim consciousness. Victims can be very powerful people. Their victimhood hides under that guise. Did you know that? I WAS STRONG - I WAS STILL A VICTIM Mine hid under being strong, having to endure great suffering, great pain, and terribly challenging situations, while yet raising a daughter. Yes, as the parents among you guessed, the daughter, herself, presented quite a number of the challenges. :) I was strong. I was enduring. I was determined. I was no complainer. For all this, I thought rather well of myself, but was no bragger, either. Trust me when I say that most of our energies, beliefs, and challenges are not conscious; they abide in the sub and the unconscious being...
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Self As Our Solar System
2009-09-06 3rd Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/28689513/Self-as-Our-Solar-System I am on Blip.tv and iTunes podcast, now. Come join me :) http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Thanks! Intro: Oh, you know so much, inside of you. Chances are, though, that one doesnt yet have full contact with it, though we do all have access to it. It is enough to be the source for endless amazement...and that is really something. Think on those words: source for endless amazement. Yes, right within you, me, all of us... We have three years, dear friends, to do some pretty significant awakening. It is happening to everyone, all around us, too. Truly amazing! Time is being compressed, as it were, in seemingly impossible ways, as incredible lifetimes full of growth and development occur in a year, a month, a day. The Maya were right, you know, about us approaching the no-time, and how this all plays out. [MayanMajix.com is a good source for all things Mayan Calendar.] Our ability to communicate with Spirit, with Source, develops perhaps the fastest. So many are trying our wings, being danced in the midst of this arising opening-up to communication. Perhaps one could consider me, and this blog, by way of training wheels, or even simple further confirmation for those who do just that. It seems Source may have that in mind...but who am I to say? :-) The message is unique, specific, for each one. Now, know that I have absolutely no commercial interest in anything in this blog. Thus, when I link to something, or recommend something, it is merely to bring to you something I have found exciting, okay? Here, I would like to recommend something by Timothy Freke, a short little one-hour audio book called Lucid Living: An [Audio] Book that Will Turn your World Inside Out. The title is not an empty promise. We all serve in our own way. Oh, and while Im at it, Gregg Braden; practically anything by Gregg Braden is excellent, and pretty widely available on the Net...
You Share Identity with EVERYthing
2010-05-11 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Ive found that crystal helps. My mind doesnt understand it one bit, but I have a seriously close relationship with all crystal, especially the rock crystal variety. All over the planet, [any planet,] wherever it is, whether deep underground or not, I am there. Go figure. Actually, dont. It wont do any good. :) You share identity with everything. You could start there. Even mind can grasp that, considering quantum entanglements reality. All our atoms are entangled. Theyre quite connected, and this has been sufficiently proved in the labs to be named like that: quantum entanglement. Quite fascinating Dont go off on a mind trip, though, or youll lose me, here. Stick with me. Stay in heart. So, you share actual, physical, very real identity with everything that is. Dont think about it too much. Just begin to feel it. Accept it. Now feel it. Its way past time to begin shedding identity with the form of your body, you know. Thats not you. Or rather, thats not the whole of you. Its just the tiniest part. Ill link you over, here, to the journal, I Am 1% of Me, for a read or a listen, if you like. Let me pause here to let the hurried ones know that, no matter whether youre reading or listening to this, the other experience is available through a link in both formats. Just a click away, as they say, so suit yourself. Back to identifying with your greater Self, now. Thats what all of Cosmos is, you see: your Greater Self. Ever thought of it that way? Come on, whats a body, anyway? Isnt it just a container for a portion of you? Okay, maybe you thought it was a container for you. Hope (typo for nope), happy to disappoint you, there. The vastness of your very own being is awesome. Sit still with that for a few moments. Vastness... awesome... This is the reality the controllers have tried their level best to keep hidden from you. They had to, in order to maintain control and power over you...
Try On Your Cosmic Beinghood
2010-05-10 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31312917/Try-on-Your-Cosmic-Beinghood Intro: I havent a clue whether Ive anything to say, here. Im just writing this because the last journal that came through, a few moments ago, was so powerful. I love the be the conduit for such Light. Like any Light worker, we want to be in flow, to be useful to those here below... occupying 3D with us. Dense mastery, thats whats called for, what we came to do and to be. The materials a dark level. Dont find too many Masters willing to come down here, take a round, to incarnate, help us over fear. Therere all standing about (typo for above), though... ready, willing to help, lend a hand, smooth a step, if we just ask them to. Remember non-interference. Its the law of the land. They cant enter, unasked, so unaided you stand... Less to ask for their assistance, theyre not free to give. So make use of your will, set intent, work with them, help you master this realm, graduate, then move on, Master to be. For thats what you are, dear. Though other things seem to be... thats a seeming, and soon youll see through it, take up mantle and throne. We are great Cosmic beings... coming down for the ride. Its a challenge quite worthy of God to in this realm abide. But dont let me scare you off, dears. Maybe youre not quite ready to hear... that youre quite one with God, that you dont just walk in that Light; you ARE the Light. At any rate, dont listen here from mind state. Many traps are set there, many nets to ensnare the unwary. Do take care. Stay down in your heart, then. Secrets locked there, inside. Youve the key, so in heart, do abide. Yes, Im singing my song, gain. Telling story of Light, and of heart, and encouraging flight. Both flight in and out, then. To the without through within. If youre ready, then go read my Profile of an Ascending Soul. I was so high on Love, in Love, when I wrote it...
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Hot Babe (or Solar Rays and DNA ;)
2010-05-12 Live No transcript. I'm having fun with this title. This is a short, live piece on how my chakras have been heating up most uncomfortably, lately. I must on, sharing my thoughts about what might be the cause of that. Our "junk DNA" is in the process of reassembling. Being is multidimensional. It is possible to experience, in the physical form, changes ongoing in other dimensions or levels of being. Rather than considering that we are ill, or that there is something wrong with us, that is causing this or that discomfort, it is also possible that it is evidence of some of these cosmic changes, ongoing. Why "cosmic?" Partly, because cosmic as well as solar radiation play a big part in what's happening, here. With both solar and terrestrial magnetic fields dropping, we are exposed to more radiation. Oh, and it was 84 degrees here, in Arkansas, USA today, so my attire was appropriate, both to the external and the internal 'weather.' Enjoy ;)
Time Dissolves Into Will and Intent
2010-03-22 2nd Journal TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Ahhh, bliss. Well, maybe not quite, but Joy, anyway; pure pleasure in just being. Nothing else is needed; being, itself, is sufficient unto itself. Its amazing. Yet, when one gets this, it is such a major change to the life. All the struggle goes out of it, like a deflating balloon, till theres none. Nada. You have both nothing, and everything, simultaneously. Try explaining that. No thanks. Ill just be it, instead; that will have to do for the explanation. For the mind, there is none that will do, anyway...so why bother? Its a waste of your time and mine. So just be. You know, its rather amazing that I find all these words, each day in these journals. I never thought of that, before, but there must be millions of them, by now; what a hoot! And who is talking? Oh, how funny. Oh, dear; is this presaging going silent? Well, who cares? I could publish journals from now till doomsday and hardly get them all out, Ive so many. No, I dont see myself doing that. But then, I dont see myself doing anything, really. One thing about this awakening, at least for me, is that Now is the space I abide in; just that. No past and no future generally enter the awareness, at least not in mundane, or linear 3D terms. Its rather more fun than that, for what enters, at times, is awareness of some other incarnation, for lack of a better word. I dont even know, anymore, about this understanding that we have these linear lifetimes, first one, then the next, then another. I just dont know. Time is not like that, I now know. Its simultaneous, not linear, so I dont know what to make of the way I used to understand things. So I just let it go. Ive grown quite attached to and appreciative of this phrase: I dont know. I love it when this phrase comes knocking; I most always let it in, and pretty quickly, too. Ive found its a wise one, and not me, myself when I think I know some this or that. I dont know is the wise one, is closer to truth. And heres the beauty in that: there is Peace. Eventually, Ive found, there is even Joy. How so? Hmmm. Can words contain? Lets see...
Embracing the Dark Side - F (Can Dark be Beautiful?)
2010-01-27 6th TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31275192/Embracing-Dark-Side-F-Can-Dark-be-Beautiful Intro: So, embracing darkness, and seeing it is a natural part of being, an allowed aspect of life; this is a start. This is not a mental exercise, however. We begin and remain, ever in the heart. That is the glad goal, anyway, the vision that we have and retain. Besides, therein lies the magical door to the Kingdom, the door to the Magical Kingdom. Entry through this door leads both to the within, and through it, to the without, in such vast and magical ways that the dear mind will constantly be boggled on this trip, this journey into awakening, into higher consciousness, for yes, that is what it is, as well. That is, perhaps, a side effect, but it is a valid perspective on the experience, all the same. But back to embracing the darkness. Oh, had you gotten tired of this subject? Ah, but think again. Boredom can be a symptom of a subtle fear, a fear to enter in, for there is nothing at all boring in this Kingdom of Heart, I assure you. Each and every moment, here, is lit up from within, is bright and brilliant with its own tale to tell. So, let us center down and move on. Gosh, I dont feel like such a great tour guide, sometimes. Its intimidating, for I see the great light of your hearts, the vastness of their Kingdom, within, and Im impressed, even humbled before you. Each and every one of us is a teacher, you know, come to sing our perfect song, whatever that is, and what is more, each and every one of us has need of the others. We are truly one whole, and strengthened in our union. So, I pause a moment, setting back down into heart, myself, getting back into the flow of things, seeking that pure stream of the Light...and I reconnect. It is so faithful, so always there. Thats the beauty of it, the faithfulness of heart, of the kingdom within...
Connecting to Anastasia, Ringing Cedars
1st Journal 2010-04-07, Mayan day 3 Monkey TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/30241371/Connection-to-Anastasia-Ringing-Cedars Here's the intro. For the rest, the full transcript is on Scribd: The day dawns cloudy and overcast -- but not my day, for it is lit by the inner Light shining brightly. Already this morning, before even rising from the pillow, Ive been bathing in tears of love and devotion. How so? Im continuing to read the Anastasia series of books, the Ringing Cedars. When you do this, youre changed. Well, thats the great potential, anyway. Im sure theres free will. Nothing compels. But, at any rate, one gets to know both Anastasia and Vladimir (the author), of course, but also her two grandfathers, or rather, grandfather, and great (grandfather). These people are magnificent, untouched by societys garbage and nonsense. Theyve not been held back; and they illustrate what mankind CAN be. It is amazing...
Clock, Calendar, Money - False Creations
1st Journal 2010-04-21 TRANSCRIPT: on Scribd Intro: Its 3:49 am, and Ive been up since 2:30. I wont say its totally due to adjusting to sleep without some Internet lecture or another playing, as its more than that, too. Its part of the freedom of one retired or disabled to do what they will when they will, when they choose. Its also part of not being slave to the clock. When we have to, we have to, and thats good. Making a living, raising children, making appointments, and such, do militate time, to a certain extent. We do what we must, what makes sense, and what works. Nothing wrong with that. Its so nice to be free, though, to throw all that over, and just be. To not follow clock, to not care a lick what it says, what it means, for it doesnt mean anything, really. The sun seeming to rise and to set, now that has some meaning. Our clocks? Not a bit...
A Little Birdie For You
2nd Journal 2010-04-27 Transcript: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Ah, a ten Mayan day; I like that. With the ten things begin to manifest, to appear for you. Up to that point youve been involved in the creation of whatever but with ten you begin to see fruits. I like tens. Monkey is fun, too. Hes a weaver of time; weaving things in and through time. Playful, too. What strives to be said, here? Id give it wing before getting deeper into my day. Mornings are a special, quiet, sacred time for me. I know, Im blessed. You know, every coin has its two sides. I wont envy you; dont envy me. Envys no good. Tears us apart. Oh, its subtle, but subtle we are, too. We operate on all kinds of levels. While the dark force would like us to believe were this simple, limited thing, were so not that. Were as unlimited as the wide Cosmos. And our atoms are entangled with quite everything that is, so who needs spaceships to go anywhere, huh?...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Time, Non-Zen Koan (or Your Cornerstone)
1st Journal 2010-05-10 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace NOTE: I misspoke; when I meant Douglas Harding I said 'Daniel,' which is wrong. Apologies. Transcript is corrected. ;) Intro: I notice, today, that Ive made another improvement in the need for or use of pain drugs. This one is subtle, but it counts. For years, now, when I would awake, it would be to pain and a pain pill, then to lay back down for another bit of sleep, til it passed. Then I could arise and not suffer so, not focus on that. Well, these days it appears that Im able to get up and go pretty often, without that extra bit of nap for the pain. Thats a plus. Oh, its not so comfortable, quite, as the other way is, but its tolerable, and Im grateful for that. Any improvements a plus. Its so funny how time is, and how time is not. At one and the same time these are true. Poor mind cannot figure this non-Zen koan out, yet thats good. Thats what a koan is for, after all: baffle mind, stop it still in its tracks. Yes, thats good, so I leave it, there, chasing its tail, and go on. So should you. Check it out. Play with mind. Come out of that thing, one day leave it behind. Trust me, it fends for itself. You can do as you like. Why stay stuck there, be limited like that? Carry on. These bodies we wear are important. Sos the mind. Theyre just not at all important in the ways we thought they were. Heck, they arent even WHAT we thought they were, so we were surely off on the wrong track, trying to figure out their best uses, wouldnt you say? Do consider. If the foundation of a building is wrong, whats with that? Is the rest of the building worth diddly squat? Will it last? Even the Master taught this, in the parable of the sower and the seeds, falling on this and on that [ground], the results. Well, lets look to your foundation, and to mine. Whats in there? Whats at the bottom of the heap, the rest stands on, in fact? Whats under all that? Have you figured it out? ...
Little Things - Inconsequential ?
3rd Journal 2010-05-10 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: My diet seems much more powerful than ever it has, before. It really seems to matter, these days, what I eat. This has so not been an issue for the life. I noticed little effect, beyond the most basic, i.e., eat chocolates and goodies too much, and gain weight, and the like. These, Im sure everyone can observe. What is happening lately, though, is that sometimes what I eat seems to almost literally knock me out for a few hours. No liquor, no drugs, just food were talking, here. Dairy seems to be one culprit; so does fowl, as in chicken or turkey. Oh well, I like pot pies. I always say blessings over my food, being sure to transform it in light... but still, things are different, now, with this body. I suppose one should not be too surprised at this, since Im even mentioning the changes, ongoing, in my form. This one has just been more notable, of late. Perhaps others are experiencing this too... Though Im not sure, it appears I may have to give up even fowl, the white meat thats been my only meat for some time. Its slowing the body down, tremendously, just trying to process it, it seems. And dairy, though Ive loved it, the cheese, especially (Ive been off milk for some time, now), look like theyre headed out, for the door, just as well. They make of my sinuses a rain forest. Its kinda funny, but it appears my very form has its say; that my bodys been telling me something. What it says, or just why, Im not sure, but one thing -- I dont like being as if drugged by my food. Thats not good... waste of time...
Monday, May 10, 2010
To Be or Not to Be - What ?
1st Journal 2010-05-08 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: I fell asleep while uploading videos to the Net last night. Not such a good thing, to spend the whole night in that net, that frequency grid. Oh well, no ones perfect, least of all me. Nor do I try to be... consciously. No point; cant be done, anyway. Just chasing your tail, that is, and without even the enjoyment the dog gets in that, lol. Life is grand. Weve got to stop breaking it up into bits and pieces, saying this piece is good, that piece over there, oh no, that ones bad. Its all good. That doesnt mean its all equally enjoyable, of course; its not. Still, once you set your intent to enjoy the whole lot, even that begins to change. And why wouldnt it? Arent we great creators? Doesnt our intent, the way we trim our sails, set our will, have anything to do with this? You bet it does! We have so much more power than we even can begin to realize, while locked here in 3D; read that, in the mind. IS 3D A MIND CREATION ? Yeah, Ive about decided that 3D is a mind creation, pretty much entirely. Now, that doesnt mean its all the creation of a single mind. Let me rephrase that. Looked at from above, from the higher frequencies, it may well be the creation of one mind. After all, from the right perspective, everything is all one. But, looked at and understood as well as one can while in the 3D matrix, it is very much a joint thing, a co-creation. Perhaps rather like having two hands, and doing different things with both, together, such as playing the piano. Heck, even the organ, where its easier to get both hands and both feet involved, doing different things. Joint co-creation; yet one seeming person. Well, just like that, were all eyes on the world, the world that seems to be out there, so we see from different perspectives. You can spell it either way: e-y-e or I, capital I, it doesnt matter...
Entering Oneness - Leaving Mind Behind
1st Journal 2010-05-04 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Ah, good morning to Life; warm, loving greetings I share with you, with the you that I Am, that all are. We are one. What can I learn, both from and through you, this day? I am open. SING OUR OWN SONG The birdsong filters in to my soul, bringing deep delight. Ah, I am so grateful for birds. What would life be without the dear bird ones? I dont want to know. Theyre a fine blessing. I laugh, too, and delight in the variety, the immense variety of their singing, as I shudder with the joke, What if all the birds in the forest only sang the top ten tunes? We can surely learn something from the birds. Sing our own song; not [dont hum] someone elses. What do I know that is new, this day? What is different that I perceive? I am ever made new; that is consistent. There was much heating of the 2nd chakra, yesterday. It will be fun, one day soon, to know and be able to see what this is, from the upper dimensions what it portends. Senses are opening, awakening, for us all. I am so grateful. COMING OUT OF THEIR NETS I am so grateful, for we are coming out of their nets. Finally, those horrid nets, so carefully woven, are crumbling down into dust in the presence of so great a light as that which we all bring together. Not alone could we do this, but together its nothing to us. We are one, and were all waking up to that fact. Our powers been hidden from us for so many millennia, much less the centuries. Weve been all but robbed of most of our abilities, as we fell in with their plots, their technology being so much greater, more advanced than our own. They manipulated us, endlessly. Well, thats over. They better come into the Light, themselves, if they know whats good for them, for their games up, and they know it. Theyve grown so used to power and control, though, that they just cant give it up. So it must be taken from them. It must crumble to dust, right in their hands...
Sunday, May 9, 2010
ETs - Empowered Solutions, Mentors
2010-05-05 2nd TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: My dear cat, Purrsillas gone missing. This is no cause for rejoicing, and the heart within me is heavy. Its hard not to cry; shes so dear. I hold out some hope, though, as she was with me just yesterday. Her bodys so beautiful she looks siamese, though a halfbreed so perhaps someones taken her in. I do hope so... and I dont. I dont because its quite obvious, even absent collar or tags, that shes quite well fed. That the cats no stray is quite clear. Too bad we covet what our neighbor has. So my heart is heavy, as is hers, Im betting. Shes a slick one, that cat. Maybe shell slip out, come home to me. Oh, I hope so. Shes so dear. Oh, and Silla and I have a secret weapon, if this stealings the case. She craps on the floor. Oh ho, now, it may be soon and not late, shell come home. Though Ive been working through that, seeking within the true reason, so I could clean it up in my own energy field, I never sought this way to cease having to clean-up after that cat. Heaven forbid! Oh God, bring my cat home, I pray. So, whats new, today? I am quite excited, both to have a special new YouTube favorite lecture, and to have permission to put it up. Well, actually, its not on YouTube, yet, but I have permission to upload it, so it will be, soon; hopefully, today. It needs some work to make ready. The days are fast coming, and are really so near that our brothers in space, in the sky will come here, speak with us. Im ready; how about you? Now, this is the good guys Im meaning, not those rotten impostors who want to lure us to their planetary systems, feed their own needs by controlling us. No, those guys, too, are out there, but so in the minority. We just have to wake up quickly, get our feet firmly under us, so we can recognize both clearly; decide wisely what is best. I hope the true Light Beings come so quickly, and show themselves, so my friends round the world have the comparison...
Embracing the Dark Side - E (From Etheric to Mental)
5th Journal 2010-01-27 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Embracing the darkness. No, this isnt deja vu, you are on the next piece. The theme remains the same, however. We left off some of our power when we rejected our dark side, and sought only the light. And no, it isnt a dark power, either, but rather the power in completion, in wholeness. We were a circle, but were becoming a sphere. Were extending out. Back to taking a look at the darkness. Sorry, I know this is challenging, emotionally, to us all. At least initially. It continues to be, too, as we never grow accustomed to the dark things that people do. We are not talking about becoming hardened, here, to where we are able and willing to look at any grotesqueness, at any mockery of Light, and embrace it as wonderful, or something. This is not that. That, actually, is just mind, trying to get a grasp on what is happening here. Back to heart. Back to center. Thats the only place from which to approach any of this. Thats the only place where well see the best of what life has to offer, though. Mind just has to take a back seat, here, and listen; and just come along for the ride. So, remember, whenever you begin to feel unbalanced, uncomfortable, that youre back in mind, and center down. Its a really good habit to develop. It pays off, big time. Okay, into the darkness we plunge. Remember, fear not. It cannot hurt you. It simply is that which is. It is what it is. Just because youre looking at it doesnt mean you approve of it, you think its right in any way. That is to be in mind, and back in polarity thinking. That has its own reality, its own validity, but it is a 3D reality, and we are rising above that, now, so we are gaining a whole new and fresh vision of the meaning of things, their reality...
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Our 'I' is an Eye - Perspectives
1st Journal 2010-05-07 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: What is new about me, about life, today? Ah, what a delightful question to contemplate, for, no matter how mundane, how hum-drum things may at first appear, I know it is not so, for there is no such thing. It is an illusion, Illuminati-created, to keep us out of our power. Things are perpetually new in the perpetual now. Yet, so much depends on the eyes one looks out on the world through. Which I are you, the Bob I, the Jack I, the Jill or the Jane I? The eye or the I, both are the same, and they are all your eyes, your Is; all are one. Which part of one are you not? Everything is forever and ever a matter of perspective. Look at a fractal. What is that but an exercise in perspective. Now, do consider; as above, so below. It is of course also true, as below so above. All is the image of the one. We live in a hologram, a fractal hologram. It is beautiful beyond imagining. But do we bother to open our eyes of imagination? Or do we keep them closed, like good little sheeple, good little robots, nose to the grindstone, earning our daily bread. Well, how about we look up from that, every chance we get? Furthermore, how about we begin making more and more chances? Why not? Whats to lose thats so precious in this daily grind, anyway? Its an image. Its an image theyve sold us, then beaten it in to us throughout our societies. Just look at the media, at the news and the programming. What does that tell us about life? Now, what part of it do we not accept? I dont know about you, but Im through being sheeple... and I can tell you my lifes so much changed for the better that its freakin cosmic. Come on in; the water is fine. Oh, I know, theyve got us thinking the mind is the way, its the thing, its our sanity; it is us. Well, thats rot. Its handy and all that, but its just the mind; its NOT us...
Embracing the Dark Side - D (or Seeing Darkness Out There)
4th Journal 2010-01-27 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Embracing the dark. How are we doing? Are you beginning to get at least a little more comfortable with the overall idea of how any complete picture must contain both the light and the dark? Thats a good step to take, to just get comfortable with the idea. Actually, we dont generally first see something dark within. Were generally not able, at first, to own anything dark, so we first see it outside of the self, out there, in the world, in the friend, in someone else...and thats fine. Nothing wrong with that. Its just how things work. Actually, thats a major part of the beauty of the world, the reason for its being in the first place: so we could see things externalized, first, and get a good grasp of them. So, who among us is not able to point at some exterior darkness, some horror outpictured on planet earth? The horrors of war are clear, as are the horrors of the way we treat animal life. These things can be seen. Notice, however, how we tend to want to look away. It is only the more mature among us that are able to look at these things, full on. They are grotesque, they are ghastly. So, lets start with that. Its sufficiently out there and visible. Perhaps we have both the strength and the moral fortitude to look upon it. Oh, and dont forget the vision, the higher vision, of how no picture is composed of only light or only dark. Remember the beauty, always, of the balance. Thats the thing. It will sustain us now, as we take a deeper look into the darkness. Remember, too, dont be afraid. Nothing to fear here. It is simply that which is. Plus, by being external, being out at some distance from what we perceive as the self, it poses less danger, less threat to the being, to our sense of self. This, again, is the beauty of the world, of the creation: the ability it gives us to examine things, as if they are outside of the self...
Friday, May 7, 2010
Bliss is the Natural State
2nd Journal 2010-05-04 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Bliss is the natural state of life, even here on Earth this is so. It can be experienced most of the time; certainly every morning. This is my natural state, and Im no different than you, or anyone. I dont mean some exquisite, orgasmic, mystical state. Rather, I speak of a calm, quiet bliss that takes such joy in life and living, and in absolutely everything around that real joy is the natural state. God is. Whats better than that? Can you name it? Well, I Am That. So are you. You can find out, and enter in to much of the depth of this understanding by a good, sincere read -- not from the head, either, but centered of Sri nisargadattas I Am That. He will take you there IF youre ready. Only you can know that. Are you ready? You know. No one else can tell you, either. Dont trust them. Heck, dont trust me. Go within. Trust your Self, your Greater Self that also abides where you do, that walks where you walk, that sits with you, sups with you, bathes with you; that is never not there, with you, in you, as you. This is that which we are waking up to. We have a resident divinity... you guessed it... accessed through heart. Sorry folks; thats my song, thats my theme. Gotta sing it. If it bothers or irritates you, guess what? Youre in mind. Ha ha; got you; busted! :-) Youve got to come out of the mind. The thing youre using to try to enter the Kingdom is the very thing thats keeping you from entering. Very simple. Seems quite crazy... but so what? What if Im right? Give it a try. Just drop down, center in chest, and keep centering. All it is is placing your attention, your full attention there, in the center of the chest. You determine, you decide that youre going to do this thing. That is, you set your intent to do it. This is powerful. This is the beginning of taking back your power from the manipulators...
Intro to Darkness
1st Journal 2010-05-02 Transcript: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: ...Back in January a series on embracing the dark side - the dark side of you, of me - came through in the journals. It didnt get posted, then, but it looks like nows the time, so Il be going back through them, to put in what links I can to the transcripts to dress them up a bit. Just in general, though, I want to put in an introductory word for the dark side. Thats us, too, you know. How could it be otherwise, when the whole Cosmos is just one? Wheres the two-ness, the other-ness in that? Wheres there room for it? Theres not, of course. It just is, and thats that. No, Im not talking, right now, about the controllers, the Illuminati, or devils and their ilk; just us. We, my friends, are the creators of that. [See Are We Creators - How Do We Create ?] Some won't want to face this
Experimenting, Losing Self
1st Journal 2009-12-08 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: This is an interesting space, right here right now. Writing this is an experiment, a testing of the waters. Not really a testing, of course; more like an examining. Heavens, waters are waters. What need have they to be tested? They simply are. Anyway, not at all sure that anything of fill in the blank will manage to come through these words. Heck, not even able to name whatever this is. Though that might be a good place to start, I dont care. Just going to flow, and see what arises. The left brain is being (maybe) more and more sidelined. It seems less relevant to anything of any lasting import daily, almost hourly, the last few days. What is different, then, about the last few days? Good question. Have been listening to an Adyashanti seminar and satsang...
Embracing the Dark Side - B
2nd Journal 2010-01-27 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: Inner darkness. We all have it. Those of us who own it, who take responsibility for the reality of it, however, branch off the beaten path, take the fork in the road that looks so dark and shadowy, yet knowing we are called by heart to go this way. Though we dont know it when we first set off on this path, there are discoveries and developments possible here that would never be encountered on the other path. WE WALK BOTH PATHS Actually, and I will lose some here, we walk both paths. We always walk the path of Light. We cant help it. We are of the Light, and thats just the way of it. So we walk both paths, simultaneously, as we head off this way, the way of accepting and owning both the greater darkness of the world, and our own inner darkness. Really, they are the same, but that is not, at first, visible or apparent. So, to embrace the darkness. What an idea! ...
Embracing the Dark Side - A
1st Journal 2010-01-27 Transcript: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/DeepPeace Intro: I am made new, once again. Who and what am I, now; what is the difference? There is a serious difference now, once again, of a sort not at all like what has come before. I wont go on commenting or trying to put words to how amazing it is that changes can keep coming, so fast and so amazingly different, each one. It just it what it is. So, what is different, now, though, is of a different sort, entirely. Rather than being taken higher and deeper into the vastness of being, this difference centers more here on the earth, on the conscious mind, the outer awareness. It has been what I once would have called a difficult week, but I dont do that, anymore, having learned, at least somewhat, to recognize that there are always blessings in among all difficulties...
Step Up Above Mind
2nd Journal 2010-04-26 TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/30605183/A-Step-Above-Mind (Transcript has many yummy links :) Intro: Its interesting, how the topic, the tags, of what you post to the Net brings people in, and what people respond to what. Though I have much to say, to offer, regarding my (spiritual or higher-dimensional) experiences with non-physical life forms, I wanted to wait, and lay a good foundation, first, before broaching these subjects. [Its a matter of priorities; of having them organized right.] Many people want a short-cut to enlightenment. They want to take a magic pill or potion, do some sort of meditation or ritual, or perhaps just use the Law of Attraction to directly magnetize some contact or spiritual experience...[or riches]. Short-cuts. Why do I call these short-cuts? Thats less easily explained, but the thumb-nail version is because were all spiritual beings...
Who Are the False Ones ?
2nd Journal 2010-01-26 TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/31041712/Who-Are-the-False-Ones Intro: Okay, dear Beings of Light, I am calling to you, now. I want to have a discussion about which ones of you are the real deal, and which may be the imitations. Yeah, I know thats not very flattering, but after listening to the recent Kavassilas lecture, Im looking at a lot of things more closely. For instance, I believe the St. Germain being to be an impostor. Its vibration has never felt right. It has no Light, or at least not sufficient Light, nor even any verve or personality to mimic the real St. Germain. Thus, you can stay away, and permanently. I no longer trust anything about you. Keep out. There, thats a good start. Oh God, dear Prime Creator, I am ready to be shown, even if my whole world of communication with what I had believed to be Light Beings comes tumbling down, I am ready to see the Truth of this. Please show me. I surrender. I also surrender thinking I must be perfect, and dont have a dark side. It was so difficult, this last session with Ken [my medical intuitive and healer], and the things about myself he revealed to me. Owning them was not easy, and perhaps I havent even done that entirely, yet. So, I admit to a certain pride and arrogance, and I surrender it, right away. Show me, dear God, where and how I have a desire for power and recognition. Help me weed it out, if that be the balanced thing to do. Since the Light is oncoming, and darkness is being swallowed up, it appears right, but I seek balance above all right now, so please guide, guard, and direct me. There I go, going outside of myself for guidance, again. Seeking outside for rescue, for illumination. Help me go within to find you, dear God. Help ground me and my soul deeply both within this form, and within the heart. Help my soul more deeply incarnate into this body, dear God. Bring her home, from where and whenever she may be, in her various bits and pieces. Unite me, oh God, within this body...
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Embracing the Dark Side - C (or Owning Our bit of Darkness)
3rd Journal, 2010-01-27 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/doc/31005396/Embracing-Dark-Side-C-or-Owning-Our-bit-of-Darkness Intro: Owning our darkness. Hmmm. Well, weve owned our light for a long time, now. Weve learned to see ourselves as light, to rise up out of the morass, of the pit that the culture, the media, even the sciences purvey, about how we are all just little bitty specks of an accidental chemical combination, meaningless in the great void of being. We have seen the ridiculousness, the petty nonsense of that, and moved on, recognizing, instead, that we are all great beings of Light. So, weve made friends with the light. You wouldnt be listening to this if you hadnt. It would be boring nonsense. So, are we ready, now, to begin making peace with the darkness? Are we ready to begin owning at least our own personal portion of darkness? ...
Start of 'My' Book ?
6th Journal 2010-05-01 cont'd TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/30998862/Start-of-My-Book Intro: Hello, my friends. My work seems to be shifting. Though I am still going through processing my life, here in these journals, they seem to be morphing into something that includes you, more directly. There are many who will not believe it, but Spirit writes through me. This body that I wear is not me. Whatever and whoever I am is another thing; one I do not quite have the answer for. Actually, the answer just is not state-able in 3D language anyway. Nor am I anything separate or different from you. We are all quite thoroughly one. We can thus all rejoice in our victories, and take credit for that; each ones blessings fall to the whole. We are one...
A Real Galactic Federation - 2
This is the most recent lecture I am aware of given by Alex collier, and it is a powerful one. They all are, of course, but this one is especially pregnant with current and important information. In our ever nearer approach to 2012, Alex is a champion of the view that right now is every bit as important as any particular date. The changes are occurring right this minute! In the lecture the Andromedans announce that so far four races of star beings (whose genetics we share) have volunteered for a joint mentorship with Earth humans; yeah, with us. These are the real galactic beings of light, the real federation of light beings, my friends. Others are impostors; not all, of course, but many. They can be fairly easily distinguished by their behavior. True Light Beings do not offer to rescue you. They empower you to rescue yourself. Check it out - you decide.
A Real Galactic Federation - 1
This is the most recent lecture I am aware of given by Alex collier, and it is a powerful one. They all are, of course, but this one is especially pregnant with current and important information. In our ever nearer approach to 2012, Alex is a champion of the view that right now is every bit as important as any particular date. The changes are occurring right this minute! In the lecture the Andromedans announce that so far four races of star beings (whose genetics we share) have volunteered for a joint mentorship with Earth humans; yeah, with us. These are the real galactic beings of light, the real federation of light beings, my friends. Others are impostors; not all, of course, but many. They can be fairly easily distinguished by their behavior. True Light Beings do not offer to rescue you. They empower you to rescue yourself. Check it out - you decide.
Onward to 2012 — or Wild Taxi Ride
2nd Journal 2010-01-03 TRANSCRIPT: On Scribd - http://www.scribd.com/doc/30870805/Onward-to-2012-or-Wild-Taxi-Ride Intro: Wow, yep, now its getting hourly, the changes. Can hardly keep up with it, but thats okay. It is what it is, and Im loving it. Boy, aint life grand?! Just spoke with Wendy. Shared with her my latest journal entry, the earlier one from this same day, January 3rd, 2010. The one where I actually felt called to issue an invitation to Light to speak. That, itself, was unusual enough, but to be answered, now THAT was neat. Anyway, not ready to reveal that, just yet, except to someone so close to me as Wendy, for I know that she, at least, will understand. I dont want anyone making anything great out of me, so, as much control as I have of that, Ill use. It gets rather challenging, though, to step into power and control when one is in the no-mind-friendly realm. No, I dont claim to be in the no-mind at all fully anymore...that is, if I ever was...
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